2 Days

Hello World,
Its been 2 days since she was gone, but it feels like forever. The days went so long without her, almost anything that i do remind me of her. I use to think that losing someone won't be this hard but I was wrong, and now, I feel them feeling in a big way.

Rest In Peace

Hello World,
I dedicate this post for my girl. She had been such a good friend and a better partner. She was always be there when I need her, and God... She was such a kind individual. For some, this maybe just a letter from a guy who lost his girl, but I swear to God, I love her. Maybe I'm not the best one for her, but she was the best I ever had. She truly understood me, even though sometime I misunderstood what she meant. She was the one who actually sit by my side when things gone bad, and she always knew when i had a bad day outta nowhere. I literally thought it was a dream when the doctor told me she is gone coz it slapped me so hard swear to God I was just standing, shocked, then I started to cry later when I actually realized that she is gone, I mean... Gone.

God always have reason for everything, that's what I know. I'd like to believe that she is now in the better place and is looking down right now and smile. And I hope I can smile too. And to all of you, Enjoy every each second you have with your loved one, and make sure they know you love em, coz you never know when is our time.

Rest In Peace baby girl, till we meet on the other side,
Dream of us.

Somewhere Deep Inside

Hello World,
Sweet things can come to u without you knowin it but it did came. Now it always been the same question all over again

"Curse or Blessin?"

Yea that's been the main thing comin outta my mind. Somewhere deep there i wanna take the chance but i still cant on the other hand. So yea "Did I just fell into the same pit?"

Miss You

Dear you,
I bet you know that I am talking to you, yea I'm talkin to you now. This is my letter for you. I wrote this letter at 11:49 pm at night, Friday night. Everyone is asleep, But I'm still very much awake now So I made you this lil stuff to talk to you, Cause I simply miss you. Yea I miss you. I maybe acted like I don't give a fuck about you sometime but I do. Yea I ignore you like shit but I thought about you like every single night. Right.

The reason why I acted like this is maybe cause I don't wanna admit the fact that I miss you and I can't afford to lose you. Yea. I just really hope you read this letter. Cause man... I'm thinking about you again right now. I don't know what else to say... I miss you




Zyxs

Call From The Past

Hello World!
I wanna tell you a story about a call from the past, okay

One morning I woke up at 10 am I found my phone and I saw my phone and I got a message from a 'friend' that left me with no reason from 2 years ago. We talked, still she didn't tell me why she left, all she told me is that she missed me. We chatted for more then an hour, cause honestly, I missed her too! After an hour and 5 min passed I said that I missed her to after all, she was like crying a lil bit and She closed the connection and the last word was :

"I missed you more then you would know."

Then she closed the line, hadn't heard anything from her since the day she called.




Hope your friend never left.
Zyxs

Changes

Hello World!
I've just been thinking of my life in this world, and For me, the best thing to describe what happen inside it is one word, which is:

"Changes"

Yes, That's what mostly happen in my life man. Lets review it. I've seen my life changes up and down like a basketball this last couple of months, I've seen my friend changes from happy to depressed, I've seen shits turn to a motherfucking shit, you know what I'm saying? Changes had been around me like a friend, So I like this quote that I get from a movie, I forgot the title but it goes something like this:

"Changes is the only thing reliable in this world, its hard to find anything reliable."

Well, I kinda agree with it. I guess if you look at it, its the only thing around us that stays there. Since if we say limitless itself is a limit, then changes it self never change.




Hope Good stuff come
Zyxs

Unrappable

Hello World!
Some of my friend asked me why I wrote shits on blog like a lost kid from nowhere that try to get attention from people, They asked why wouldn't i rap about it, I simply said:

"Some feelin are unrappable for me"

Yea, Like right now I'm kinda sad seeing one of my friend sayin that she ain't there anymore if you all know what shit im talking about right here, and a lot of shit happening in this couple of day and I kinda cover it up but Fuck it, Im writtin it here.

Hope you always be happy,
Zyxs